jiayous 8:33 PM

oh man, i raised my voice at my mum AGAIN!-.- I shouldnt have done it...Really...Wad's wrong with me? I bet i have hurt her feelings, the feeling of rejection u know???I guess, it's really hurtful!Oh no!Human's feelings r fragile....lol..i think it's the same for anyone...no matter how someone feigns to be nonchalant abt the matter,deep inside the heart, i believe,there's bound to be some weakness and they will feel some hurt.

Come to think of it,my mum did alot for our family, she cooks, washes clothes etc......BUT SHE COMPLAINS ALOT TOO!LOL and she has been slogging her whole life for our family...hais....and yet, i didnt really do much for her....i even shouted at her!!!Dat is so unfilial of me!

When i wanted to give her birthday presents or Mother's Day presents, she always refuses it....:( So i guess, the least i can do, is to be filial to her!
(BUT SHE ALSO NVR GIVE ME BIRTHDAY PRESENTS or cook any of my fav. dishes on my birthday-.-, yes, im pathetic lol, But...it's not dat our mother-daughter relationship is not on good terms la,it's just dat...........to her, birthdays r just some other day, it's not smth worth celebrating!:( hais...im ok with it, REALLY! )

I will try to be nicer to her......!

jiayous 8:36 PM