Im back from the chalet.The chalet was quite fun,i got to know more abt my classmates and i even chit-chatted with jacq and maureen through the night, when we couldnt get to sleep.I've learnt several games associated with poker cards and they were fun.I 've gotten quite a few mosquito bites as well.lol.

Oh yea, truth and dare is a quite fearsome game,lol.luckily i nvr kena.But still,everybody gt their own secrets they dont wan others to know.This game is cruel in a way.....It's hard to lie too, oh man the 3lies-1 truth game just reminded me of the good and bad times of my childhood memories.

Originally intending to stay overnight for 2nights but i've decided to go back home.I wanted to prepare my heart for tmr, cos tmr is the release of the retest results.

Fear,Anxiety,Frustration is overwhelming me.

Luckily, i went back home.Cos I didnt want to break down in front of my classmates, spoiling the mood.My mind always starts to wander and i will think of pessismistic stuff.

I guess im weak and vulnerable after all....even though deep inside my heart, i didnt want others to see me as a vulnerable person. I hate it.

I've told myself dat no matter wad the results may be, i will not feel demoralised, i will not give up studying and will perservere on......It's easy to say, but it's really not easy to carry it out....after all, i really did work hard...

Ok, pls just let me cry for awhile, after which, i will go back to my usual self.

I hope dat i will become a much more stronger person in the future.

jiayous 5:55 PM