Oh My God, i've slacked yet another day away...i just did SOME physics qns in the morning then slacked this whole day away...hais...

OK, I promise u all dat i will work doubly hard from now, no outings for me le la, studies more impt.Hais...but then, hais.....who can i ask for help??!!

My bro is so into his gf now la.....almost everyday with his gf, he didnt have the time to teach me....then hor...aiya...nvm lorh...sighz

I nid inspiration, MOTIVATION!!!

Some stuff to motivate MYSELF!:

Remorse, Regret, Guilt will haunt me if i didnt give it my best shot this time.
If i just give up now, i aint gonna get anywhere.

What is it dat i want in life? Seriously,i just wanted to be a pri sch teacher. So, the least i could do is to get into university and i have to get a scholarship, otherwise i will have to worry abt my university fees.

I have to know what i want and what i need to do.
I have to Set my priorities right and GAIN power to FIGHT against desperation and distractions.

This is my LAST chance to make this phase of mine right.Am I just gonna waste this 2nd chance to retest?? when some ppl in other jcs dun even get a chance to retest?The answer is NOOOO!

Study is a Challenge to me, cos im becoming so lazy, but i have to learn to love it, STARTING FROM NOW!

BE INTERESTED NOW!!!!(if only i can transfer my passion and patience for watching bittersweet korean dramas to studying...T_T)

Somehow, i have to find the inner strength in me to overcome this challenge.

There's a reason why im here on Earth,living,breathing and staying alive.Im given a chance to study in S'pore whereas there are children in other countries who WANT to study but are not given the opportunities...and yet im NOT making full use of it.

I guess i just took this for granted..in fact, i actually took MANY things for granted...like how my father should pay for my education etc...it just seemed to be so rightfully dat this is the least dat parents SHOULD do for their children.

I guess the whatever analysis is RIGHT,being the third and youngest child of my family and all,IM A SELF INDULGENT CHILD,I find myself CONSTANTLY FINDING THINGS TO DO OTHER THAN THE ONE I SHOULD BE DOING...i like to pamper myself with cutisie stuff and yummy treats.

It's just dat SOMETIMES,i'll just stop in my tracks and reflect once in a while.I always tok BIG BUT nvr really do it.ACTIONS REALLY SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS.

Im prideful, likes to think dat im intelligent when in fact, im not.Likes to criticise ppl.

I HAVE TO MAKE myself USEFUL and not just be an aimless person, otherwise i can just go to hell.Lolx.

I JOLLY WELL FINISH THE TYS MCQ QNS BK AND the assessment bk dat i've borrowed, otherwise, i am NOT doing myself JUSTICE.

jiayous 11:35 PM