I cannt understand how a mother doesnt believe her own daughter and always likes to pour cold water onto me.

Instead of encouraging me to do well in the forthcoming retest, she says that "It's not that i look down on u, but i think dat u cmi de la, i want u to go out and work." in chinese.It's just so preposterous!

Im so furious!

And when i tried to call my friends to ask them for help regarding my studies, she says dat im wasting my time toking to friends, when i shld be studying....=.='"
She JUST doesnt understand dat im NOT JUST chit-chatting away, im REALLY trying to learn....

When i tried many times to point out these facts to her, she just claims that im MEI DA MEI XIAO.

u tell me wad to do??!!When she cannot win me through talk, she will just chg topic and says abt my weakness, like my current pimple breakout.(LI HAI LA!-.-)
Im SO HURT X_X Even the straight-forward me, sometimes i will think of others'feelings and i always just STOPPED myself in time from saying the wrong things at the wrong time.

She dont know hw to be understanding to ppl and is NOT sensitive at all and doesnt think through her brain whenever she talks!

On the other hand, i can barely ask my kor few qns, i ask one physics qn, he zao alr!T_T And my mum was still wondering whether i can uds wad my kor teach me or nt.

OBVIOUSLY,it's so irritating dat she doubted me for my intelligence, it's SO INSULTING!

My kor often teach uni physics stuff to me(he says dat it's gd if im exposed to uni stuff abit FIRST, i agree with him), and the mtds he taught me sometimes is different from the tys and the physics study guide),JUST WHAT DO U WANT ME TO DO LA?

i feel very indignant and guailan alr, gg to flare up any moment.I NEARLY flared up at maureen thru sms,when i suddenly realised dat OMG, IM BECOMING SO ANGRY,fortunately, i deleted the sms away and didnt send to maureen.She's kind enough to teach me physics stuff,i shouldnt even have thought of flaring up at her.

So, what i shld do NOW,IS TO PROVE MY MOTHER WRONG!AND I MUST PASS MY RETESTS!I MUST BE STRONG AND RESIST ALL THE NEGATIVE STUFF!

P.S.Sry if u guys r reading my current post full of rants abt my mother, cos i cannt have my feelings cooped up inside of me, otherwise i will surely go crazy!

jiayous 3:20 PM