Oh My, today, i flared up at my mum again...i really shouldnt have done that. It so happens that i slept alot today, and due to pure boredom, since my com was temporarily down(pc power supply problems again!, i slept and slept.My mum was trying to wake me up to eat lunch and i flared up at her.Maybe the hot weather in the afternoon has caused me to lose my temper and whenever, i suffer from lack of sleep or have headaches, i will just flare up all of a sudden, not to mention my bad temper.Lol, my mum is like dat too! So we will just start bickering all over again.The vicious cycle!

haha, everytime i did that, i will start to feel guilty of my own actions, like now, and sometimes i will just start to shed tears in the middle of the night while thinking abt such stuff.haha>_< i really ought to reflect on my own actions and get rid of my bad temper.

There's like 2 sides of me and they overlap each other.They r like such opposites characters.One is the shy and quiet self.(That's when sometimes, i feel really patient)The other is the fun-loving,impulsive and bad-tempered side of me.Sometimes, i let the other side of me show. It really depends on my mood that day.

In fact, im just trying to be Me right now.i really like to have fun and i ABSOLUTELY hate the feeling of getting ignored by others.

jiayous 8:50 PM