This blog just isnt' private anymore:( Maybe i will make this into a private blog sometime soon.I feel uneasy.

Can i be honest with my feelings?It's as if i have to bury my feelings deep inside my heart, there are just too many considerations, what if i said it out, then wad will happen? im scared of offending the person... i hate this feeling of uncertainty.

Maybe...it's just the problem with me.I guess there is no other way, other than to learn how to accept dat person!

I've been arguing with my mum recently over trivial matters! She just likes to pick fights with me-.-. i dun have the energy to fight with her alr la.LoL

And there is the feeling of admiration for someone...more like a crush.OMG,i realised i like his smile!But for now, i will just bury it deep inside my heart.

Dun EVER ask me who i've had a crush on or who i hate to offend.i will say it if im ready to tell u and i've decided dat im able to trust u.I just have to overcome the barrier inside my heart.So sorry...i just hate ppl who tease me abt the person i like!It's kinda like a phobia,i guess it takes time to heal frm the old wounds...

For now, i shall just put everything aside & concentrate on my studies!Promos is just ard the corner!I dun wan myself to regret and i dun wan to cry over spilt milk.
GOGOGO!

jiayous 6:12 PM