moody~~~ and tired~~~~Ohmy, Physics mock paper is so hard!!!!!T_T

Sry arhs, recently i've been quite emo but i try to stay cheerful when i go to sch=)
Not happy also must act happy hahahas.Soon, this blog will become an emo blog, LOLS KIDDING LAH!hahaha=P

But im looking forward to the last folk dance this term which is tmr!Hopefully got dance session tmr, hahas,if nt very sian in sch, i urgently nid to relieve some stress, even though i haven done much revision!Hais...T_T

Note to self: I must buck up hor!!JIAYOUS!I Shall not let some stupid guy disturb me studying.lols,I'm not gg to continue misleading him, giving him false hopes, im gg to ignore him!

jiayous 10:46 PM

Guess what? Im late again today!!! i hate Me with my bad habits!!!Hais...i must really change this bad habit of mine dat has stayed with me for years!
I must resolve to NOT be late for sch ANYMORE!

Shall not be lazy and i will wake up at 5.45am everyday!Then confirm plus guarantee chopslam wont be late!hahaha.LOL

jiayous 8:44 PM

i dun feel dat this blog is private anymore, oh wells,all i can say dat is Im not ready for a relationship yet......and im having confused feelings, maybe i've not gotten over my first love yet.

Now is not the time to ponder over all these....these are really unneccessary!Studies to me, is the most important. I must not disappoint others and definitely,NOT disappoint MYSELF!

jiayous 9:27 PM

Oh man, i made a guy cry just now.lol!

jiayous 11:20 PM

This blog just isnt' private anymore:( Maybe i will make this into a private blog sometime soon.I feel uneasy.

Can i be honest with my feelings?It's as if i have to bury my feelings deep inside my heart, there are just too many considerations, what if i said it out, then wad will happen? im scared of offending the person... i hate this feeling of uncertainty.

Maybe...it's just the problem with me.I guess there is no other way, other than to learn how to accept dat person!

I've been arguing with my mum recently over trivial matters! She just likes to pick fights with me-.-. i dun have the energy to fight with her alr la.LoL

And there is the feeling of admiration for someone...more like a crush.OMG,i realised i like his smile!But for now, i will just bury it deep inside my heart.

Dun EVER ask me who i've had a crush on or who i hate to offend.i will say it if im ready to tell u and i've decided dat im able to trust u.I just have to overcome the barrier inside my heart.So sorry...i just hate ppl who tease me abt the person i like!It's kinda like a phobia,i guess it takes time to heal frm the old wounds...

For now, i shall just put everything aside & concentrate on my studies!Promos is just ard the corner!I dun wan myself to regret and i dun wan to cry over spilt milk.
GOGOGO!

jiayous 6:12 PM

Long time nvr post le...dun really feel like posting hahas...

Recently,I bought a 2GB MP3 at Comex IT Fair at Sunetc Singapore on fri for $69.It's considered quite cheap alr...the mp3 design quite nice...im contented with it, hahas.:) At IT fair, always can buy for a lower price. I've been wanting one for ages, so i guess, one of my wishes has finally been fulfilled. But i bought it using my own $$ of cos, because my parents want us to be independent since im very young, so a lot of things, i used my own $$ to buy...quite sad..LOL.

FINALLY YAY! With the mp3, i can FINALLY SHUT OFF the irritating voices and conversations of those inconsiderate ppl in the library and on the buses.WAHAHAHA:)

jiayous 1:57 PM

I have resolved that i will work really hard this sep holiday,making full use of each moment! starting frm now.

Btw, the study log really sux sia, so little space, cannt even write down the times and schedule of the whole day, really sux.LoL.

Pw,Pw,Pw, one word to describe:SUX.LOL,hais....

I Must Jiayous!I cannot give up half-way! must perservere all the way! im gonna wake up at 8am everyday to do hw,study by hook or by crook. Hope dat i will stay focused and be disciplined enough to complete my task.Just Wait and See!

However, all work and no play makes Jack a dull boy.lol.There must be time set aside for some entertainment and laughing sessions & maybe some sweet treats for myself.Yay:)

Impt Note at the end of the day: Make full use of the time! Everyone makes mistakes and have a moment of folly, but what's impt is to learn frm ur mistakes and pick urself up after it.=D

Stay Positive!

jiayous 10:49 PM

i went shopping with Lianne ytd at bugis street and bugis junction, bought a new bag, sneakers and a dress!

jiayous 4:25 PM