ytd i slacked frm 5pm all the way to 10pm lol, watching anime, chionging bleach,07-GHOST episodes.so i decided to spend my sun wisely.


nth much today...i just went to yck cc for the bgm meeting at ard 2.30pm until 4+pm after which i went to amk library to do oscillations remedial qns.YEA BY MYSELF.LOL, i prefer to study alone but sometimes when i really nid to clarify my doubts, i nid someone to consult.But it was like equally noisy in the library, cos gt a group of guys chit-chatting so loudly just behind where im sitting!zzz, couldnt stand them, but yet, i've to learn how to tolerate and learn to train my concentration, esp. in times like this!! oh ya, our ajc sch library is oso very noisy,LOL!last week lahs, i went there to chiong integration tut. then some jc2s keep tok tok tok FOR A WHOLE 2 HouRs!, lol!it was very distracting!

Duno why they even went to the library in the 1st place, if all they did was to chit-chat, disturbing other ppl who r trying hard to concentrate.-.-

i've been feeling temperamental for this past week,i've been getting angry easily,lols, partly due to my family, inconsiderate ppl out there and maybe also due to the built-up stress inside me.i really nid to learn to ctrl my emotions, otherwise, u may just see me flaring up for no reason in sch.lol.

i hope dat i can just let all these troubles go away.and i will be cheerful and happy tmr.i will try...

but sometimes, i really dun feel like toking, cos of my family problems.it's just too complicated.u can hardly imagine wad i've gone thru,unlike u all.Beneath my quiet exterior,i've actually gone thru alot of things in my childhood days.I've nt yet found someone dat i can fully confide to.

I really really hope dat SOMEDAY i will find this someone.:)Someone who WILL be able to understand my situation and not rub salt on it.

jiayous 10:56 PM