It's gonna be hectic this weekend.>_<

My schedule:
1st August(Sat): Red X Carnival @ Marine Cove
2nd August(Sun): Yiolympics National Day Observance Ceremony @ YCK Stadium!

Haiz, still have to do my endless list of tutorials and hw!

But, national day is coming! Yays, and we will be dismissed early nxt fri, at 10am!Hoorays! And me and my clique are going to Kallang to ice-skate!!!WooHoooo!!I've never tried ice-skating b4 but i can rollerskate.But still, im soooo excited!HAHAS:)

Okays, here's how my day today goes:

Chem Pre-Spa is so screwed up for me...im not sure how to do the calculations and my titre readings were like so far away from the other's readings.OMG Sia!!:( but luckily, this is just pre-spa, hopefully this doesnt happen in the real spa!which is about 2 and a 1/2 weeks away!

Anyway, something interesting today is dat Mr Arthur Lim released us damn early today!if nt, we have to torture ourselves running around the field and doing all those exercises, like what we would do during pe usually.I was totally stunned, couldnt believe it!!!Perhaps, this is due to the PTM today.But wahhahaha, the guys were not spared from their pe!!!HAHAHA!!ONLY THE GALS!!It's really a miracle hahaha!! i bet they were all so envious of the gals,hahas...and as we were dismissed, all of the gals really cheered very loudly cos we didnt have to do pe at all!!haha, but this is for those who passed their Napfa Test.And the guys' expressions were really hilarious hahas...they were LIKE TOTALLY STUNNED TOO!!!hahas!!

After which, i went to Ang Mo Kio Library to mug...hahas lols..and i borrowed one storybk=):Geek Magnet.Long time never read romance genre storybks alr,and i have still yet to finish all those manga bks Wan ting have lent to me..hahas...

Alright, i must manage my time properly.Shall go and chiong hw now, cos tmr nid to wake up really early and there's nt much time this wkend to complete my hw!!Ciaos, Aja Aja Fighting!!!:)

jiayous 8:07 PM

Today, i will talk about the topic Love.

You know you're in love when u constantly remember the person's face and smile on ur mind and when u think "OMG, his smile is so cutee!"Sometimes,i really wish i had a boyfriend whenever i came upon couples behaving lovey-dovey.But it's just NOT so simple.There are just too many things weighing on my mind and many considerations too.Besides, im definitely incapable of coping with studies and my commitments.

So, what's the difference between infatuation, crush and yr true love? Do you know? True love is hard to define and even hard to come by.It's actually interesting to see how ppl see these terms.So here are some quotes from others about THEIR definition of a crush/infatuation and real love:

"The simple answer is, you just do! It's like no other feeling you have ever experienced. You can't stop thinking about the person; your heart skips a beat every time you see them. You don't care about anything else, and would do anything in the world for that person. You click on every level: hobbies, personality, likes, dislikes. It's the most amazing feeling in the world! I don't believe there is such a thing as love at first sight. I think there is attraction at first sight but you truly have to know a person to fall in love with them. That is the difference between love and a crush. Chances are if you are infatuated with someone or have a crush on them you don't really know that person and the street is one way (you have feelings but they don't feel the same). True love is a two-way street -- the other person feels the same way about you as you feel about them." (Beth, 30)

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"When you are in love you will just know it. There is no formula or logic to love. You just feel it in your heart, your mind, and your soul. The feeling is something you can't describe but can arise at any moment, triggered by a memory, a word or a thought of that special person. The difference between a crush/infatuation and real love is that a crush is someone you may forget about during the course of a day/week/month. Someone you may think of a few moments from time-to-time that you can do fun things with such as dates, dinner, and movies. A real love is someone that you cannot live without, someone who is constantly on your mind, day in and day out. It's someone you can't wait to talk to next. Someone who you can't wait to see for whatever reason!" (Michael, 45)

"I know I am in love with someone when I cannot control my feelings. When I cannot stop thinking of her -- then I know I feel love. If it is a crush or infatuation, then I know I can shut her off and think of someone else; even plan a date with another for a later time. But, if I cannot do that and do not want to see anyone else, continue to think of her all day into the night, look forward to seeing her again and put aside all others, I am in love. It has been wonderful when I have felt that way. I have had many a crush, but have been in love only a few times to the point of forsaking all others, including friends, to be with her." (Rick, 50)

So, now, do u have a better understanding of the terms? Hope you do:D

And there's the ideal criteria for ur ideal partner and we girls nowadays based it on the recent F4 Boys-over-flower show, all our prince-charming!:D

However,Nobody is perfect in this world.But at least to me, dat special someone must not spout vulgarities all the time and unnecessarily!which i apparrently detest,(okay,my father is a perfect eg lol, spouting vulgarities all the time in hokkien!it just shows how uncouth and ill-mannered you are!), and he must be sensitive to ur needs and feelings most importantly!

It's actually better to be single right now:) haha.At least, you dun have to ever worry about having several crushes and not being faithful to ur partner.haha=D

I shall post some cute and nice pics when blogger is back to normal,apparently, i cannt upload any pics now=x

jiayous 9:33 PM

Starting frm today onwards, i will be going to either sch library or the national public library to study.Anybody can just join me if u want:)I have made this pact with my elder brother.And i wont ever get this kind of atrocious results again.Only Two more months to promos!JYS,JYS!

jiayous 1:10 PM

hais....gosh,hate pimples and scars left behind by the pimples....i hope dat it will go away gradually...luckily it is not very visible...but nonetheless,i've been trying products to try to get rid of the scars left behind by the pimples...
my pimples started popping out and start scarring this yr even though i didnt even pop the pimple!it's so unfair...i only tried oxy-5 to get rid of breakouts...but dun apply too much, it will have some side-effects...like wad happen to my face...lol..hais...>_<

it seems as though those methods i've used to keep my face free of pimples up to sec 4 doesnt work now.....damn....how come this yr so problematic!pimples start to pop up like crazy..lolz..and worse still, leave ugly scars...-.-i will see how it goes...

and my shoulder is aching again!this prob has persisted for a long long time...when can i be relieved of this agony harh??x_x ever since pri6, i've been complaining of shoulder aches, partly due to the heavy backpack...the stretching exercises dun seem to work leh, i cannt feel dat that part of the shoulder muscles is being stretched...so painful....i just wish dat i can end everything right now...ok lah, i shall not be so pessismistic...i must stay positive...haha...im a very contradictory person..and very rdm also...hahas...lols:D

jiayous 10:25 PM

Im saddened today by the fact that i fared so badly in my MYCT!my rank pts is only 16....omg..wth..

My sec sch friends who were not used to doing better than me now fared better than me...and i got one friend who passed all her subjects....hais...i ought to feel happy for her, but i cannt help but feeling envious...i wonder wad's the prob with me...for doing so badly...hais....>_<

Is it becos im slacking too much or wad??but some of the subjects i really studied but i stilll....did badly!wad's the prob with me!

Feel like crying right now...omg...i seriously have no mood to entertain my father, help him to write business quotation right now...Arghh........

lolz, i cried again..tears just roll down my eyes, i cant help it...i duno hw to face my elder brothers now...-.-

jiayous 5:07 PM

Got terrible stomache again today morning, haha, but im okay now:)

jiayous 8:18 PM

Just finished watching Transformers 1(i borrowed the DVD from Ying Chyi:D)..i must say Transformers 2:Revenge of the Fallen is better than transformers 1, but nonetheless, transformers 1 is still worth watching...

P.S:i watched transformers 2 in cinema only..hahas

Alright, gonna go chiong hw and tutorials after this, Ciaos!=D

jiayous 2:17 PM

Im utterly and totally disappointed with my MYCT Results....i envy those who passes their subjects...and me?Im SUCH A SLACKER!LOL. i got 3 U grades...Oh My,Maths, physics and econs U!!Sobsx_x

I hope dat i can be as hardworking as some people, i will try to be...starting frm tmr...lols, i've ALWAYS been finding plenty of excuses for myself..my lazinness is catching up with me..lolz..haven been "really doing' tutorials, cos i've tried and attempted the qns, but i realise dat i do nt know hw to do most of the qns...it's nt dat i haven't been listening attentively to lectures, it's just i have STM-ness, really serious, and i will panic during exams...as for econs hor.. i think dat i dun really know wad the marker wants...since i fared really badly in the MYCT econs..the prob is nt dat i dun understand, it's just dat i didnt elaborate enough and be more specific...as i compare my way of answering with the model answer, my heart really takes a step back...GRRR....

And i cannt seem to resist watching drama shows and movies, as u can see dat i've watched finished My tutor Friend 1 and 2 movies today, straight after i've reached home at abt 5+pm.I 've ALWAYS been a TV Addict, drama and whatever show addict lah,ever since i was young, i will sort of "stick" and sit in front of the television and watch shows from morning to night during weekends.Lol, kinda of a habit and a hobby.

jiayous 11:17 PM

My Tutor Friend II

I really like this pic hahas..Park Ki Woong looks so mischievous^^and cute~






The male Lead, Park Ki Woong is really cute and funny in tis movie.Especially his chicken and head moves.LOL!hahaha Soooooooooo Cutee=D ^^

jiayous 10:34 PM

Oh Great!Finally finished my Eom after searching for articles for duno hw many hrs staring at the com ever since 2 days ago(including ytd).Oh My, lols.Finally found at least one decent article and decided to work on that.lols haven been practising good eye care habits, and my eyesight is bound to get worse...uhoh..i forgot i haven eat dinner lols,until my stomach starts growling 'grrr,grr,grrr'now, hahas gotta go eat now, Ja ne!

jiayous 9:43 PM

Arghh...EOM...one problem comes after another....x_x

Apparently, i had diarrhea and stomache today, so i didnt go to sch today...
Now im feeling much better but have to chiong EOM!!!JIAYOUS BAH!Problematic girl(myself)!lols

jiayous 2:47 PM

Hais....pw sux man!i feel dat my group progress is going nowhere!Ok lah, the main prob is the strategies, it is just not innovative enough!

And now with my mid-yr CT results,really really jialat...
I got 50/100 for gp, 29/50 for compre,21/50 for compo!(im really really disappointed with my compo la!worst score i've gotten so far for my compo!really a shock when i see dat my compo is full of grammatical mistakes!lols,cos i didnt check my compo, but the truth is dat i didnt have time to check!)

Chem i got Grade E, 49%:(
Physics is the worst! i got 22/90!!( U Grade !!Oh My, i really nid to buck up for my Physics!)aiyo, i didnt really study for physics and i kinda forgot some of the basics for physics lol when i panic during the exam, and omg, i did some STUPID RIDICULOUS careless mistakes for some of the phy kinematics qns which i shld have gotten correct! Im so sad...

Emo-ing..............................................................................

Maths and Econs results haven get back yet, but i guess maths sure fail la like dat(even though maths is the only subject dat i practised and studied during the holidays[i hate Ap,GP qns)....Econs(im quite confident b4 dat i can pass lol but after the teacher said most of us throughout the entire lvl did badly, i guess im the same la...SO NO HOPE LE:(

Yeah, i realised dat i couldnt study the same way NOW in jc as i did when i was in secondary sch, i always slack last time(i spend most of my time watching anime and dramas), slack oso can get quite gd results last time lols, but NOW its a NO-NO!!!

Meaning that now i must really focus entirely for my Promos, which is approximately 2.5mths away, 53 days away from econs promo...

I MUST BE DETERMINED AND MUST AVOID AND OVERCOME MY DISTRACTIONS!
Today, i feel sad....i cried,so i ate the BOOST CHOCOLATE to cheer myself up:)
i always eat ice-cream when i am sad...hahas..but it's fattening>_<

i really don't want to retain, i wan to pass all of my subjects for my promos...SO I MUST WORK HARD NOW!

But i cannt resist cute things!!!LOL, i guess i'll on9 facebook less now, it's just as well! Since i've alr gotten tired of doing all those quizzes!!FACEBOOK IS REALLY EVIL SIA!i keep doing fb quizzes lol,but it kinda made me understand myself better for a little bit for the more accurate ones.

jiayous 5:20 PM

I 've just watched My Boyfriend Is Type B movie online, this movie is quite old alr, it was screened in 2005.


Female Lead actress:Han Ji Hye



Male Lead:Lee Dong-Geon



Both of them really looked cute together.

Below are several screenshots from the movie:
First time when they met:


The words written on the table means "Is this Love"?


Their first date


Overall, the story plot for this movie is dull, but there are hilarious moments at times. It was cute!

jiayous 6:54 PM

sigh...so totally hate my father, he's always.....so overbearing!!!zzzz....saying dat i watched too much romance shows, dat's why i cannot solve maths problems!!But hey, i really got practise alot for maths ok...i really worked very hard, but sometimes, i JUST CANNT SEE IT!CANNT SEE HOW TO SOLVE THE MATHS PROB!hate my father for accusing me.....EVERYTIME, POUR COLD WATER DOWN ON ME!!!thinking dat i cant do anything right!!!Plain biasedness!!And forbid me to watch, whathever~~he's always so unreasonable de la, everytime got wad show i wanna watch, he will just think he is more superior than me in terms of his status in the family and swtich the channel!!! watch variety shows oso cannt la!!always make me go back to my own room to watch shows on9...He doesnt know wad does it mean to destress!!!And my father is so full of rubbish!!always tok crap and act like a fool, making silly actions like a monkey,LOL!He himself can watch all those romance shows,why i cannot???

Aiyo, i oso dun wan to care le la...i will just try to avoid quarrelling with him!!!waste my breath and saliva!!! in the end, always making me so full of anger...zzz...make me mental breakdown until i cry!!!make me cry until eyes swollen,
-.-

Nxt time, i definitely dun wan my bf or husband to be like dat!!!so 大男人主义!!!Otherwise, 我早晚会被气死!!lols....我要忍!!!Hais, i must learn how to control my anger...i duno why i always get so angry when it comes to my father, but if YOU were Me, u will oso be like dat rite?he's just so overbearing la,to the extent dat i cannt tolerate le, im always telling myself to 忍,忍,忍!hais...sigh...duno,忍 how many years le???!!!aiyo-.-

Tell me, what should i do???

jiayous 8:53 PM

Yay, today went to Far East Plaza to shop...bought 3 pretty dresses, 1 skirt and 1 accessory!!Yay!!!LOLS:)Spent $150+ in total lols, but all of this is from my hard-earned money from receiving scholarships, i worked VERY HARD!My mum shouldnt have any qualms abt it=x I've always wanted to use the money from my scholarships to buy things i want since my mum doesn't give me money to buy clothes and toys etc, ever since i was young!

After shopping at far east plaza, i and Lianne went to Bugis Junction(on the way to Illuma:Bugis newest shopping centre!), met Chang Yu when he suddenly saw me and called my name! I was so SHOCKED!!HAHA, he can recognise me when i just happen to walk by and he was eating at KFC.LOLS


Bought 1 baby plant handphone accessory, it was kinda special, it can grow!!!u just have to water it once every 2 weeks, the seller tell me de...:)It is called Baby Golden Sun Plant.Actually, i and Lianne dun have enough cash to buy the baby water plants, we wanted to atm, but the nearest atm machine is at bugis junction, and we are at Illuma, so it's not very convenient!Plus, it was raining quite heavily!So troublesome! But fortunately, the lady seller so good, she asked us how much we have, the baby plant costs $4.90 each,but i and lianne's cash added up to only $6+, 2 baby plants costs $9.80, so she said nvm, and said dat we just give her wad we have.HAHAHA, SO in the end, we have advantage.WAHAHHA...but the lady vendor said dat nxt time cannt like dat le...hahas..where got nxt time? we r not going there again lols...



As you can see from the pics, words can be seen from the exterior decor of Illuma shopping centre.But the words r not stagnant, they are constantly moving, so this actually makes this building kind of cool.:)

I expect Illuma shopping centre to be very crowded, but then, when we get there, we can see dat a lot of shops were not yet opened....there are 7 storeys in total at Illuma..it was quite beautiful lahs...and i SAW THE OTAKU HOUSE!Full of anime stuff!!Omg, forget to take pic there!LOLS,hahas nvm nvm>_< otaku house is a shop dat sells anime stuff, and they sell anime cosplay costumes there too!!What's so special abt dat shop is dat the sales promoter there for that shop wear anime costumes!!so kawaii!hahas...first time i saw lehhs..=)

jiayous 9:55 PM

Yeah, exams are finally over....but i guess im so gonna flunk almost everything lols...my physics gg le la!!>_< i have to work harder from now on!!! for my promos!!approximately 3 mths later...sigh...my physics is damn lousy...i need to learn how to apply the physics concepts seriously!!

And im disappointed with my maths....sigh...ok la, i guess im gonna flunk it too..but i REALLY REALLY practised hard for my maths but then......=.=

Putting all the worries aside, ytd we(almost all the gals in my class and quite a few of the guys) went to watch Transformers 2:Revenge of the Fallen at AMK Hub after the physics paper. I must say dat Transformers 2 was REALLY AWESOME SIA!!!At first, i didnt want to watch transformers and wanted to watch Ice Age 3 3-D instead,(which im so gonna catch it sometime soon!),but im so GLAD dat i didnt miss this awesome movie, it was REALLY WORTH the 6 dollars!haha.



This was the first time im watching Transformers, i didnt watch transformers 1, so i was very lost at first...but later on, i finally understood and i feel that the effects are really cool and i was really sad when Optimus Prime was killed by the EVIL Megatron while he was trying to protect Sam from EVIL Megatro, but in the end, Optimus Prime was revived by the pixie dust dat Sam had gone to long lengths to gather and Jetfire volunteers his parts and spark to give Optimus the strength he needs to defeat.Then Optimus Prime finally killed EVIL Megatron.YAY!

After watching the movie, all of us went to Ying Chyi's house...it was very big and beautiful and it was 3 storeys tall!!!at Sunrise Avenue haha....makes me so envious hahas...nvm nxt time, i will find a rich husband LOLZ...ok la, nvm abt dat,we,women, must depend on ourselves!!haha...Ying Chyi's hse every storey got Plasma TV, duno hw many inch la, but sure alot inch de haha...

And i had a really great time there gossiping with maureen and Anna.hahas lols, we just love gossiping abt celebrities and others..HAHAS!:)

And oh ya, Megan Fox isn't a transvestitie!!It's just a rumor.Yay!! LOL, cos i heard from Anna dat she's a transvestite and i was like so SHOCKED!!HOW can a man be so beaufiful?? thank goodness lol, cos otherwise the image of her is so totally tarnished!!hahas

Megan fox

But then, i also heard from Maureen dat the host for the Zhuan Shi(diamond) Ye Zhong Hui is a transvestite..REALLY!lol...im disappointed hahas...at first i tot she had hoarse and "sha ya" voice becos her voice is always like dat, kinda like a guy's voice, but actually, she's a transvestite!!SIGH!LOLS...i've been encountering pictures of transvestities on facebook, from all those quizzes lor...and im like so SHOCKED!!HOW can they be even more beautiful than a gir1!!!

lols, why are there transvestites in this world???it makes it SO WRONG...but i guess i shouldnt blame them la...im sure they had their own reasons...i shouldnt think so negatively of them...

i wanted to post pics, but it just doesnt work.Too Bad!!hahas!

jiayous 1:32 PM