This is a late post for 12nd May, which is my birthday.....:)
I didnt have a habit of celebrating my birthday all these years....due to my parents SUPERSTITIONS!(it was smthing like if u celebrate with candles, the hades will know that you are one year older and u will die sooner...smthing like dat lol...i dun really believe in all these stuff...and personally i think that it was really ridiculous and nonsensical...but what can i do??)...argh...my parents are still as superstitious as EVER NOW!!!(referring to other nonsensical things and myths etc that i shan't mention)...

In fact, my WHOLE family don't really celebrate our own birthdays except when we were really little, like celebrate birthdays until we were 4 years old...then didnt even bother to celebrate...
Nevertheless, i wish to receive presents...hahahas..and perhaps, when i get older, i wish to have birthday parties...


So what did i do on my birthday? My mum didnt bother to cook my favourite dishes...but that's fine with me...she just bought mixed rice with my fav. dishes...hais....that is like so sad...but i dun take it to heart....and i just did my usual things lor...surfing the net and relieve some stress by watching some videos......Yea...that's how my life is...kinda sad right?? But i mustn't be disheartened!!!!!:)

Here are my presents i've received for my birthday:


From my Kor, A family of purple carebears!!!! So cute!!!!:))))

(The middle and "dirty" sharebear is my beloved carebear that has stayed with me over the years...that explains why it's so dirty and the purple colour is like faded...but i really treasure it...becos it had stayed with me during my hard times...and i will just hug her to sleep...)

The other 2 smaller purple carebears are given by my kor for my birthday this year:))





The Nanako PAN (tortoise)family!!! WAHAHA....

Cutie Baby Carebears!!!I really like purple!!! hahas...dat's why my carebears are all purple...

Of cos, i still have other presents lah...but these are just some of the presents...
AND i really want to thank my friends for the presents....I REALLY LOVE THE BAG that you all have bought for me.....:))) Once again, arigatou!!!

AND MY WISHES this year:

1) i hope dat i will get rid of my bad habit of dilly-dallying...and always getting late or almost late for sch!!! zzz...i just cannt seem to get rid of it! but i will try very hard, i promise!!

2)Get good grades for my promos and not failing my tests anymore!! especially for Physics and Chemistry!!! I mustn't disappoint anybody and most importantly, MYSELF!!!

3) i MUST GET RID OF MY BAD HABITS!!

4) Buy New clothes and bags!!

5) Able to cope well with CCA and studies, which apparently, i fail terribly at!!!:((
With all the first aid courses and theory test and EXAMS and organisation of events !!! which have made me all hay-wired and frantic already >.<

It's really a CHALLENGE for ME!!!

6) STay strong and overcome my fears...be it: heights or stage fright or even the fear of presenting in front of people. AND MOST IMPORTANTLY, JUST BE MYSELF!I dun have to pretend or try to be like somebody else....i dun have to make myself uncomfortable, pacify people, always trying to be the nice person(helping people to pick up the loose ends!)and helping people who do not reciprocate and appreciate my efforts,tolerate really ridiculous stuff and make myself miserable.....

REALLY, XiuLing...YOU don't have to do all these...all these shall be in the past...it's time for a CHANGE!I MUST overcome my fears!!!


jiayous 7:41 PM