How stingy parents i have!!-.-

I merely wanted my mum to buy the oxy 5 for applying on pimples for me and she just refused...she says i have to use MY OWN money to buy myself!How Great!!ZZZ( It is so obvious that she knows i have no money since i do not work!)She says im not a princess and i do not need all these items...but really, there is no link..ok? I know im not a princess, neither am i beautiful.. but this is such a lousy excuse!

I really felt so unfortunate to be in this family!My parents everytime refuse to buy things for us, and they EXPECT us to be independent....Since young, whenever i want to buy toys, clothes or even ice-creams, they will just refuse to buy...and i was told to save up my money if i wanna buy...I did so...IT WAS JUST SO PATHETIC LAH!

I remembered resorting to stealing once in my old hse when i was very young, becos i really wanted to buy toys......ZZZ.....

My life is just SO PATHETIC!i even had to fork out my own money that i had saved up from my $500 scholarship every year to buy the clothes i want...My mum keep saying that i nid to study now and there's no use to dress nicely..EVERYTIME! she will give excuses for example, last time she buy clothes for me, i dun fancy it, then this time, she dun wanna buy for me le...REALLY! FULL OF EXCUSES!
My needs:stationary, clothes, bags, shoes etc...All i use my own money earned from scholarhsip to buy de...They are such LOUSY PARENTS!

Even the internet i used at home, they refused to let us subscribe to the internet plan, even though i really need to use the internet for my project work and all those e-learning work, but my father told me to JUST GO NATIONAL LIBRARY AND DO!HE ALWAYS COMPARE US TO THOSE VERY POOR FAMILIES, always comparing me to his friend's daughter, saying that she half work and half study at the same time and he expect me to do the same!....the only reason we(me and my 2 older brothers) get to use now is due to the fact that my oldest brother used his own name to subscribe to the plan and he paid the internet bill every month with his own money!

But Hey!i know that my family can afford all these(internet connection and all those) because my father has money to buy those USELESS STUFF LIKE DEITIES STATUES! AND THOSE FA CAI shiny banners(SUPERSTITIOUS STUFF) THAT COSTS $8,888.HE EVEN HAD MOENY TO BUY 4-D AND HAD SPENT ABOUT $1000+ PLUS AT A GO FOR EACH BET!REALLY, i wanted to reprimand my father so MUCH that he really didnt spend the money wisely! Moreever, this kind of thing has repeated many times already!i've tried many times but it's to no avail.NOW, IM TIRED OF NAGGING HIM ALREADY!Whenever i tried to point out these facts to him,he will say me MEI DA MEI XIAO, but really!I WANTED TO TELL HIM TO STOP BEING GREEDY AND THAT MONEY DO NOT DROP FORM THE SKY! !My father however, had good points too, i can really see that he really work very hard to earn money(That's why i and my siblings are able to study) bUT HIS MONEY ALWAYS GOES TO THE WRONG PLACE!He's either being cheated by his friends by lending his money to them or becoming some gurrantor for loan sharks for his friends (becos he's so gullible),or he is spending his hard-earned money on ALL THE WRONG PLACE!That explains why i keep moving house when i was young, i moved hse every half a year until about primary 5 and 6, it finally stabilised and i didnt move hse..What shld i do??He JUST WILL NOT LEARN! HOW SILLY.His stupid actions had caused the whole family to suffer with him! HOW DREADFUL!

FINE! I WAS DAMN PISSED OFF WITH MY PARENTS LE!

Everytime i go to my friends' hse, i will realise that their parents are really much better than mine...i really feel very sad.............T_T How i envy them........T_T

jiayous 8:24 PM