I have a sudden urge to blogg....to vent my frustrations...

So my day was like this...
P.E was okay in the morning....in fact everything was as per normal...until....
It started raining after pe lesson ended and it continued raining in the afternoon...I missed the bus as the bus driver did not even bother to stop!!! I was so paiseh...as i stood up and was prepared to board the bus but the driver didnt stop!!!=((( In the end, i had to wait for another bus...I went totally emo after that, it was partly due to the rain and the gloomy atmosphere...While waiting for the next bus, my mind drifted off to unhappy thoughts again...i suddenly remembered another incident where the bus driver also did NOT stop for me...i went straight out to the road then...the bus driver then stop for me..and i was scolded by the bus-driver!!! Is it really my fault??? That bus driver said that i should wave my hand but i was like day-dreaming then the bus suddenly came...Upon thinking of this, i really felt like crying and tears welled up in my eyes..

Finally after waiting for about 10mins, another 852 came...im so glad that i can take a number of buses namely:851,852,853 to northpoint, so i didnt have to wait very long for the next bus to come!!

After I board the bus, the bus suddenly jerked and while i was trying to get a seat,i lost my balance and i hit the edges of the seats..OUCH!!! And now, i've got a huge bruise near my kneecap!!! Now, i am worried about my kneecap and the napfa test next week...Hais...i was like thinking im like so suey today....I remembered yesterday something similar happened!!! I also lost my balance yesterday when i board the bus...why is that recently i seemed to lose my balance?? and it was another embarrasing moment...i crashed into a lady...and at the same time, someone sitting behind the bus laughed loudly at this exact moment..i wondered whether she was laughing at me or not...and i just feigned ignorance....as if just now that incident hadnt happened.....

The emo-thoughts, my bruise and all the stress that had built up on me had done IT! Tears rolled down my cheeks and i could not control it...i didnt want the commuters in the bus to know that i've cried, so I tried to avoid their glances...=((

I really wanted to become a much stronger person and i admit that im a crybaby, but at times like this...i really couldn't control my emotions...

jiayous 5:25 PM